JFW 2015

                        

yup! i went to JFW 2015, this year i'm not just attending as a fashion enthusiast but i'm also an intern at one of the local brand "Identite" that also showing their collection on JFW 2015! all the photos above are not Identite clothes.

It was Billy Tjong, Andhita Siswandi, Tertia and Jii colection. overall i've enjoyed the show but my favorite on this show was Andhita Siswandi's collection for being so adorable yet wearable and Billy Tjong for his uniqueness on print ( the traffic print was so awesome, too bad i don't have a really great picture to post it on my blog)

and of course i went to JFW 2015 with this guy, maybe you could say that he's somewhat unique? because he's the one that's so thrilled to watch fashion show and i'm just curios did i ever met a guy that is so excited to watch a fashion show like him?

Dignity

my boyfriend and i had a lot of fun today which is taking pictures together! no need to hire a great photographer because i have my own rookie photographer :3

actually there were lot of pictures taken but only some looks decent and these two are one of them.

i really like the caption on the t-shirt:

" I don't speak bullshit but i do speak dignity"

i'm completely agree with that caption, right now you need to start talking about things that you do know or you interest in and not talking about something that you just recently read from unreliable resources. it's like killing yourself by not knowing what you're talking about.

if you feel like this t-shirt is awesome and you do want to have one, go here :

http://www.dignitycloth.com/

by the way, you can tell by my expression that i look kinda sleepy or bored, but actually i'm not! i'm just having this major headache that keep come and go, i hope tomorrow i'll be just fine!

01-2014

                                             

                       

i guess i'm too late to say this, but happy new year!! well it's still January right? so just pretend it still acceptable to say that, and yet i'm spending my new year with my friends and my part time lover ( a time to show off my good stuff, but yet i didn't a lot of picture of myself, oh well)

well this year resolution is me accepting the fact that i'm gonna be 20 years old (god, i'm old) but again almost all of my friends is in their 20s so i always thought that last year i'm already turned 20 but no....this time is for real...get ready

and this is me saying have a really good year people, hope we'll enjoy 2014

Brightspot

           

yup he is indeed so sleepy that day and he just went to sleep everytime he found a very big couch on the mall

                                      

this is a very late post but i'm good right now, and i know after this semester is over, i'm gonna go to Pasar Senen boo yeah

anyway i didn't bought anything from brightspot...but my boyfriend (as usual) but i did buy some stuff from Uniqlo

Priority

maybe it took awhile for me to write everything that i felt these days.

but it is simply because i sort things out, i figure a lot.

what i want, what i need, and what i have to do.

1. What i have to do

to be honest, i'm scared.

i'm scared for my passion and what i want to do in life.

i want to be a writer, that's all i want to do and what i'm good at since i was only 6 years old ( no, i'm not gonna post my first story that i wrote.)

i know till today not even once my writing get published or similar to that, but i always knew i want to be that, a girl who's proudly seeing her book in a book store and that book strangely have her name on it.

but reality hits me and well, this morning the well known writers talking about the money they got from  their book. and it's not enough for their living.

maybe i knew it all along, i just didn't want to accept the idea of doing something just for money. something that you're not passionate about. i knew that you have to be like J.K. Rowling so you can say that it's okay for living only from writing and making novels. But there's only one J.K. Rowling in this world.

now all i have to do is trying to explore the possibility of another job or maybe similar of what i love; journalist, or writer in a magazine, or maybe i want to make my own magazine. the last one sounds awesome but need a lot of works.

but i like the idea, i just have to make it real. not just some idea.

2. What i want

this gonna take the whole post if i really do write everything that i want.

so i'm just write things that i really want, but impossible for me to get it.

i can say impossible because i have zero talent for things that i want to become and things that really impossible for me to have

• i want to be a dancer
• i want to be a model ( nope, mock me all day long, it's my very first dream job)
• i want to be a singer
• i want to be a good cook
• i want to pull off a skinny jeans
• i want to have a dog
• i want to touch the skin of house lizard ( which i'm scared)
• i want to have a cheetah as my pet
• i want to be able not to judge, everything. even a slight negative comment is unacceptable

yup, these are several things. and there's some that really impossible and some that maybe i can work it out if i try harder like being a good cook or pull off a skinny jeans. even though i know pull off a skinny jeans for me is extremely hard.

3. What i need

now i have to sort things that i need in my life.

i only once wrote down about the negativity about my boyfriend, about how ignorant he is when he's busy.

but the thing is we fought, a lot. and that's make us who we are now, in our relationship. which is good.

suddenly i realized this afternoon, that i've been with this man for 3 years, it's a really long time! i never thought that we gonna be this committed to this relationship, which is good because now i really know him.

and i don't need another guy at all, because even though he likes to brag about himself, deep down he's a nice guy who knows when to become a friend for me.

the other thing is my friends. i don't need to write their one by one because they know that i love them. i have a vary kinds of friends and which is good because i can see everything in different perspective.

even though sometimes is hard for not having a peer, but i'm glad i can called several person as my true friends.

my family? it's so obvious that i need them, so i don't want to spending my time explaining about how awesome they are, because i they already know how much i need them, badly. ( and family including my beautiful alice)

of course i need to be mature and need to find what i really want and can to be in this life as soon as possible

Special

so i still want to talk about my birthday, well i had a lovely lunch with lovely people.

thank you peeps, especially my mom and my dad also a little bit of you bf.

anyway, i rant a lot yesterday didn't i? oh well it's me, it's the truth and i won't take that back.
why? because it felt so good when i posted that yesterday, i feel no regret at all.

yes it's food everywhere, and i'm so full till now, but still excited and happy :)

i just want to say something that, little things do matter. i know it sounds cliche but little things for ME do matter.

because with that little things you can measure something, little by little. it doesn't means big things don't matter because it's still has the same value as the little things, but people used to forgot that small things matter.

actually everything matter, big or little, it just people should remember that we value something by whole not just by seeing the big things.

and for me i can say that people care about me with their little gesture and i'm blessed for that

i feel special on my special day, thank you

Oh, Honey

seriously? people opened my blog from blackberry.....................okay, tell me who you are, reader.

i've got a lovely day with my boyfriend which is included bullying me (thanks bro), just talking about his car as always, and stuffs which i forgot.......seriously.

and look! i met two couples that i really missed, my first triple date ;;) of course i really miss my girls so bad :")

but now i can guarantee that i'm not a party girl at all, i can be very nocturnal creature when i stay at home but outside.........all i did was yawning and being sleepy, but now.......look at me i can blog instantly and i'm gonna watch modern family and can we get married the seconds after i finished writing this post. yeah i'm a house girl (???)

look what have here, a new sweater that zaldy bought just for me, thank you zal :)

a good day indeed

First date

look!! he's here :) even though next week he's gonna be super busy with his final exam, at least we had our first date on this 2013 right?

nomnomnom , actually it was his food, i forgot to take a picture of my food, because i was so hungry ( obviously it's fish and co)

aside from my story about me and my boyfriend, look! it's hunting fields, a local/ Indonesia brand opening their own market, how cool is that? there's another local brands that also opening their own market. so happy :) there's a lot of great local brands out there and they got what they deserve, good for them :)

good things for today: good food, good companion, and a good day