friend

i guess, today is a simple yet happy day.

i don't have any kind of excitement whatsoever, i just feel happy.

today, i rekindle my relationship with a friend, which is i've been dying to say sorry because i'm being too selfish to help my friend.

maybe this is the first i've ever silence treatment someone, which is so not nice. but at least because of it, i realize, even though i'm disappointed or felt betray, it's not a nice thing to lost a friend.

well if you have your own argument about how lucky you are to realize your friend is a jerk or a bitch, in my case i don't care if they're being such an a**h***, because in the end, i still care.

even now i have a friend, well not a really close friend but i do know about her/his personal problem, she/he sucked, big time. yet still deep down i feel sorry for not trying to help my own friend or at least just be there to listen.

i already tried not to care, but there's one time that i called them a good friend right?

i didn't make a big speech about how sorry i was or anything, it just a really good handshake and a big relieve, that i have my friend back :)